problem is I am very much beginning to doubt the process. I do worry that I am placing my w in the MLC pigeon hole to make myself give this sitch a reason. I do worry that she really is just right, everything was wrong before and she has been pretending to be somebody she wasn't, and that she will get on with it all and be happy while I am still hanging on to hope like a teenage crush.
I know this is why GAL is so important, but I am beginning to feel the clock ticking for my own life now. Am I going to be single just before my 40th, is the question in my mind all the time, and do I give up now to try and be with some body who loves when the big event comes?
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.
