[in_it]

You're right, new day tomorrow. Thanks uRworthy. I think I just needed someone to say it to me.

You're right on when stating not asking something you're not ready to hear the answer to. I'm certain that's held me back several times, if not daily. Especially if it's not something that H wants to discuss, I know he's not going to answer.

H is back tomorrow for the week. I'm a little nervous. Should I pull back since he's asked for time? Or treat it like all other days when he is home? I really think when he said that he was meaning patience while he is gone? Not sure though.

Also, there's still the huge elephant in the room of me being pregnant. I almost hope he doesn't mention it again until after his next 2 trips. I don't know how to really talk about it right now without getting upset. I'm thinking the longer he doesn't mention it may be better for me. Longer for it to soak in for him. If he really felt the way about not going to have anything to do with this child, I know without a doubt he would still be asking me to terminate & I don't think he would've sent the text he did asking for time.