Another dollar in my one-man show

[Big Bruce]

hi,
I haven't checked in for a while but it's a good sign I haven't worried so much lately and I suppose it means slow healing.

The last thing to date is that I sent an e-mail to W saying I wanted to meet because I want to give her share of money without the lawyers, and we would save ourselves money. She replied she needed time to think about it.
My intention is not to trick her or something, but really to give her what she is entitled to. I don't want her to have anything to hold against me. Eventually she will have to see that I am not as bad as she wants to depict me and it will be the beginning of a process of healing for her.
Needless to say that I am also counting on God to do healing and transformation of her mind and heart.
I myself have gone way into transformation, and I can sincerely say that I am a nicer person, a different man from what I was 9 months ago.

This coming weekend I will have my S from friday evening to sunday noon. I and he enjoy the time we spent together.
I haven't proposed yet to discuss about how we will share our S but I expect my W to be still a lil bit reluctant to concede 50% of the time.
It's my biggest worry for the moment and I have until end of june to manage well this issue.

Other than that I am managing well my emotions. I am happy where I am, I am content in life, and I don't even know how this happened, I don't complain anymore about everything. Too bad I had to go through search the horrible experience to understand this.
I will keep you posted, in the meantime keep well.
Yours,
Bruce.