Thanks KD. Your words always seems to soothe. And I agree that this opportunity to grow needs to be continued no matter what happens.

The W stopped by today to pick up her mail. I was busy painting the bedroom and she complimented the job that I was doing.

She didn't look all that great. She said that she gained a little weight from eating like crap (mostly eating fast food) and she had noticeable bags under her eyes. She said that she had to take a half day off work Friday just cause she needed to get away. She's also stressed about organizing her new apartment which she is finding to be a challenge given its small size. A female co-worker keeps bugging her to go out and do something with her but my W is realizing that she doesn't really like this person even though they've hung out in the past a few times. Overall she doesn't seem to be doing to well right now.

I kept positive and acted "as if" I was doing just fine. This morning I was feeling down but after seeing her I gained a little comfort in knowing that I'm not the only one struggling. I really don't like to see her having hard time but it's admittedly tough to be the only one hurting.


Me:38, Wife:36
M:8
T:13
No kids
Bomb:3/10/13
W moved out:3/30/13
Started D paperwork: 10/14/13
D final: 12/30/13
To a future of love and happiness...