Thank you for pulling me back from the edge. I went to bed pretty upset after I posted. When I crawled into bed, W was close to asleep. I gave her a kiss on the check and she, in 1/2 asleep voice, said "happy birthday", took my hand, and we fell asleep cuddled up. I almost cried from the emotional swing. I woke up at 1 to get a drink and I made sure I didn't leave the FB birthday email open.
This morning we went for a long walk with our dog (IN THE SNOW on APRIL 21, but I digress...), she mentioned how tired she was the night before. I asked her if she remembered me coming to bed and saying happy birthday. She didn't, but she laughed a bit about it, so that was nice.
Thanks again for your thoughts!
CB
Me; 42, W; 43 M; 16 yrs S12, D9
3/13 - "I want to move to XYZ City (four hours away) and it might be without you, not sure" 5/13 - "Not sure I meant that"
