A couple of hours after my last post H got up, I said to him "We both said some things last night that we shouldn't of said. I know I need to move on but it's not easy as I have had no choice in this and I know you understand what that's like" And H said "yes I do understand".....
Before I meet H his ex/W had left him 6 months prior for OM... So I'm guessing when H said he understands..he does.
I went out for lunch with a friend form work... H was still in his pajamas on the couch when I got home. He hadn't had a shower, didn't leave the house. We were pleasant to each other although both quite.... He's gone to bed early 8.30!!
I feel better than I did this am, I now truly realize that I need to move on, move into the unit and look after me. And in the process hang on to that little bit of hope in my heart...
M:47 H:46 T:8.5yrs SD:19 May/2012 ?? H having EA Dec/2010 H distant Jan/10/2013 Confirms PA with OW for 1 month March/24/2013 OW still in the pic M:Moved out May 4th
