Thank you again for your wise words. This is at times unbearably painful so it helps to read advice about what to do, even if it is to do nothing but be patient & work on myself. I had to take down our wedding pictures for my own sanity. I had to take off my wedding ring for my own sanity. I am trying to distance myself from this whole nightmare & not looking at those reminders helps. How can someone forget the last 19 years like it was nothing? How can someone act like they never knew me & look so dead in their eyes after all of that time? How could I have let that connection get so lost? I am right now repeating your words Cadet that I didn't break him so I can't fix him. I find myself very suspicious of all men now, except my father & brother.
Me 54 H 53 T 19 M 15 (2nd both), 0 kids, 2 dogs, 1 horse H open heart surg12-12-12 H dropped bomb 3-5-13 H moved to lounge ~3-13-13 H rented house w/friend 4-6-13 H moved out 4-13-13
