So tired...the mood swings are awful. I want so badly to figure out how to detach without losing hope and focus. I've just come back from a very long walk; I was hoping it would tire me out so I could sleep. Now I'm just sad and tired, can't sleep, and I'm sick of feeling so helpless. I wish I could put it all together...the things I know in my head that I should do, with my will and heart...but I just can't seem to get there right now.
