I know I have been all over the place with my posts. My C says I maybe mildly depressed. I believe she's correct. My life has become I work eat when I remember to and sleep. When my D sleeps over I feel better. At first she wants to go home. My C told me this is what normal teenager do. After my Ds mom tells her she has to stay she calms down. My D thinks she's missing out on something. She's not but how do you convince someone that young nothing is going on next door when you see so many cars. Yeah, my W moved out and we live next to each other. I chose to buy the house as something my D could inherit in the future.
I thought writing down my feelings would have made me feel better. Instead I feel worse. I know this will pass but for now I have this pain I need to deal with on my own.
