Out in public and in front of the kids we act very normal except no touching any more! son's competitions for the most part out of town and travel is hard on my handicapped d. We had usually(with older son too) done the one parent go the other stay. The next comp. in a couple of weeks is close enough for d to go. I will go with d regardless if H goes, would just be nice... We've been to others together...we stay same hotel room. I sleep with d. Out in public, people wouldn't know besides fact H doesn't wear his ring. There is no glaring at each other. Part of what is so hard about this too. H will call with his sweet voice and I will think... He's coming back! He finally figured it out! Only to get my hopes dashed again...I know this is the roller coaster. I know this is a marathon. I keep thinking but... my H is different! He really would be a fool to leave me!( forgetting he already has!)Thought STOP! Look to the Lord, look at my sweet D. see already I feel better..it helps.
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13
