Letting Go & Moving Forward

[littleGTO]

Thanks, ruby, subguy and breakdown.((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))) right back at 'ya, ruby!
ANd, I'll take that snoopy dance and raise you one "Tooty-ta!" (OKay, I'm around little ones all day!)

Don't really know if EA is a PA, but I wouldn't be shocked. I'm not about to go looking for answers to this right now. H did say if his R with her changed he would "let me know." One of the things that has been good & bad in my sitch is that previously (after BD) H was brutually honest. Things that still resonate in my ears & I'm not sure I will EVER forgot or could ever even if I wanted to.

But, he has also not told me things and in his mind this is not lying, just not disclosing information. I told him a while ago there's really not much difference-deceit is deceit.

I am now officially on vacation for a week! My GALs start tonight w my kids--hosting a campout part (in the rain) for S11. Tomorrow night am going out w a friend (who I've never actually been out w before but she has been a good listener & was divorced just last year.

Monday going to see another friend on a day road-trip (haven't seen her since before Christmas), then Tuesday meeting w 2 different lawyers for consults.

Wednesday going to see SIL who is going thru chemo. Thursday meeting up w a new friend!!! And, Friday just getting some car/dentist apptments out of the way.

Then next Saturday night am going camping w S11 (w boy scouts). So, I have a packed schedule which I am feeling good about.

Plus I hope to fit it some bike rides and a few trips to the gym!

Am a little anxious about the meeting w the lawyers, though.