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How are you today?

Thank you for asking snodderly!
I don't feel so great today. It's the first time we didn't celebrate H's b-day together. I know there are still occassions like this coming that we won't be celebrating together and there will be many "first times" events as well...very sad frown

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What plans do you have for the weekend?

Tomorrow we are attending a niece's wedding(SIL's daughter).
H will be picking us up. We are going as a "family". It's also another "first time" event that family and relatives gathers and will see me after being left. Most of them knows about the separation but doesn't know about the "why" and the OW. I know it will be a difficult day for me...all the questions, those pity glances and phrases like “Don’t worry, sweetie you'll get over this"..."things will get better"..."be strong" etc... my heart is breaking everytime I imagine such heartbreaking scenarios. Wish me luck!


Me50 H53 S22
M23
2007 1st BD
May 2011 2nd BD
Aug 2011 Moved out(wants space)
Feb 2012 came back (wants to work things out)
Sept2012 moved out
Oct 2012 found out OW but denies
March 2013 Admits OW