It has crossed my mind before but only briefly (thankfully). I mean the world to my kids and I can't imagine the hurt they would experience if Daddy wasn't around. I also have family members that love me and great friends who I would also hurt dearly if I just decided to check out. Don't get me wrong, I know this $ucks. It is very easy to think about ending it. What a quick way to get rid of this pain. But the pain you will leave behind is devastating.

Please talk with someone if you have really been thinking of this. These are not feelings to mess around with. Good luck. Hope you start feeling better.

M 37 W 36
T22
M14
D8
D4
8/2012 distanced
BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.)
W move out date: June 8th.