Sometimes the LBS doesn't want to hear what I have to say b/c I haven't been in their shoes. But I do know about grief and depression. Neither one goes away very quickly when it is due to losing a loved one. Except, it may be harder, IDK.

I hope you will not hesitate to turn to your doctor, or some adult, to help you get through these times when you have these feelings. Your children are everything to you. They would be completely devastated without their Papa.

It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!