No contact from xSO at all in over two weeks with the exception of a text that I initiated.
I keep oscillating between sending a quick text and not contacting him and letting him contact me. This minute, I am thinking I do not want to contact him. Anybody think otherwise?
After two weeks, some snippets of our R conversation keep coming into my head: the I promise I will call you or text you and the we should schedule some time together to talk. As long as he thought things were going well, I was OK to contact.
I am discouraged by the fact that he has not contacted me. At the same time, the longer he does not, the more detached I become. Despite the distance, we had a full relationship once upon a time. Could it have used some work? Oh, yes. But did I deserve this reaction? No, I did not.
He did say he was sorry, but I feel that was guilt rather than true remorse which is why it felt so empty. He continued and continues to ignore me. Remorse comes with actions to try to amend the wrong.
