MLC by MIL death/daughter car accident/new job

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I just found out that he mentioned he was happy I am doing weight watchers along side my daughter. He has tried to get me to do weight watchers and I know the extra 60 lbs always bothered him. He once told me he was tired of fantasizing of what I used to look like (!) I never really lost all the baby weight I gained. Pretty shallow on his part but was concerned about my health too. Not that I'm huge I'm a size 14 but i am trying to get down to my "date weight" to at least a size 12. It's a start in my 180 and although he hasn't seen me since January, he may be curious now. The other thing I'm working on is running again. Bought new shoes and if I want to do 180 I have to get up early 6am to do it. Only problem is since I care for my daughter I usually don't get to bed until 1am. I've always been a nite person and he's a morning person. He actually put me down in the end about this. Calling me lazy and unproductive. I actually got a lot of laundry done while waiting up for my kids curfew to get home while he was sleeping. Yeah as my sister says "why do you still want to be with him?" my goal is Monday 6am! I think my daughter will be more amazed than my X.