But then I realized now far away that was from the man I knew.
I realized how sad it was that he was that broken he didnt realize what he was doing to his family.
He was that broken that he thought that was going to make the pain go away.
When I realized that it had nothing at all to do with love or committment, and everything to do with depression and self loathing, I was able to let it go.
I like this way of looking at it. I find it very hard imagining my W with OM (an assumption I make based on confirmed EA). But maybe if I apply this thinking that W is no longer the person I love and M, then this could help me also.
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.
