Has anybody else experienced suicidal thought while going through all of this? The emotional pain and turmoil gets to be so overwhelming sometimes, even as I try to emotionally detach and let go. I try to focus on my kids and myself, but the sense of regret and rejection just keeps returning for me.
Do you mean thoughts of maybe it would be easier to just not be here anymore. Or are you really thinking that way?
I have thought in the early days - I would not care if I was not here any more, and I did think occasionally it would be the easy way out to stop the pain. But never really thought about it seriously.
If you talking about that you have thought about it seriously I would think about talking to a doctor about depression, and probably the sooner the better.
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.
