Has anybody else experienced suicidal thought while going through all of this? The emotional pain and turmoil gets to be so overwhelming sometimes, even as I try to emotionally detach and let go. I try to focus on my kids and myself, but the sense of regret and rejection just keeps returning for me.


M41 W42
M 12 T 15
S10, D9, twin Ds 3 1/2
BD 1/2/2013
Living as roommates
Working on D agreement w. mediator 5/13