Feeling so down today. I have been thinking about H. It's his birthday tomorrow and I'm getting nervous to see him at work. I don't know what to say...I don't know what to write on his b-day card...I'm still undecided to give the present I bought for him. I don't know how he would react; would he genuinely appreciate it?...or just a plain "you shouldn't have done it" or "it's not necessary".
I would not give him a present or a card.
It is pursuit and pressure that will not bring him back.
Please have NO EXPECTATIONS.
Keep reading the links that I gave you while you are on moderation.
