I just feel like W is giving me a roadmap sometimes and I can't even seem to stay on it.
And you think your WAW's roadmap is going to lead you to your goal?
Put your life in your hands cb. Be the man and father you want to be. Define yourself and do your best to live as authentic to who you are.
Not to win your wife back but to be who you are meant to be.
The walking on egg shells and worrying about every little spoken word plagued me for a long time.
It came to a point gradually where I started to make decisions and doing things for myself and speaking how I felt. Not to get a reaction out of my WAW but regardless of any reaction from her.