Crazy little thing called MLC

[Raine]

I don't know TVS. I'm just hurting so much. I don't feel like I would be able to ever give myself to anyone fully again. I let him into every part of me. I was so vulnerable with him because I trusted him completely. I thought he would never do any of these things. I married him for that. Because I could be so honest with him and I thought he would always be so honest with me. And now I feel like everything is an excuse with him. He has done so much damage he doesn't want to do the work to repair it. He just wants to keep burying all of his problems like he has his entire life.

It's really hard to trying and do this on my own with little kids and him being a weekend dad. I told him I wanted more than a weekend dad for the kids and he said at least it's better than what they have now.