I like when you said the H becoming a monster...I am going to call it monstering up.

Because they get all the hurtful, nasty things they can find and it's all about the monster..."I will take everything I want because I am monster..."

Haven't seen a movie yet where the monster actually wins smile

People have commented that I look happy. First it was fake it, but now I don't have to fake it so much as I find my balance.

Looks like you have found yours too!