The Finish Line

[needgrace]

IO, i wonder if the novelty of the new life and a new R feels so exciting at first that it seems to equate for them with real happiness.

i have been thinking that happiness is not my goal, bc it always leaves me chasing something and feeling disappointed when my feelings naturally shift...

i am seeking a way and words to describe for me how to find the balance between acceptance and change in all areas of my life. this is where i am thus far: my new goal is to be true to myself (seek out things which correlate with who i want to be) and to be content with what is.