Mandy, recently ran across this thread and caught up on your situation. I think that it is great that you are here sharing your side of the story and how you got to where you are at now.

I can only begin to understand how difficult it must be for you to now see how things progress....... Applaud the courage, insight and self-growth efforts....

Thanks for sharing your story.

Me-48,W-51
M-22,T-24
S- 18,16,9
Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date
Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch
Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only
Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork