Not confused...trying to move forward...

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Thanks N72 - H is keeping me a little Hostage too. He uses the kids as a tool to some degree, and I am trying to break free from those ties little by little.

My short term goals at this time is to reduce MY debt and start saving for a different place to live, although I don't like the idea of renting. My kids and I have talked about moving and they don't want to. Honestly I don't want to either, but the memories in and of the house are enough to choke me some days and the only way out I see is to move. So yes, I have been looking at houses trying to see what would be affordable for me alone, and honestly, not really seeing much...hence more of being held hostage to some degree.

I have other goals. I want to get my book keeper certification that I started working on prior BD. It was put on hold with all that I had been dealing with. And I will try to get that back on track by the end of the month. I also want to start packing and decluttering the house as to prepare for a move of some sort (or at least get organized) so a yard sale is in order as well. So that about sums up things....it is just so much work to do.