Not confused...trying to move forward...

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Thanks N72- no he did not pick up the kids this AM. He is supposed to have them tonight, but not sure if he will show.

I am not having a rough day so much. I do feel like I am held hostage to this life. I am currently trying to figure out how to get out of it. I just want to start over without H in the picture and it pains me that I never will be able to because of the kids.

I am currently looking into seeing if I can buy a new house. I don't think I will be able to, but you never know until you look.