i have felt the desire to announce to everyone about H and OW(s). But in the end, it always comes down to the fact that exposing him may hurt him in the eyes of his friends and family.. but it doesn't the diminish the pain i feel.. it doesn't change his actions.. it doesn't change things between H and i. that brief moment of satisfaction would probably be followed by remorse that i possibly put a huge wedge between him and his parents for much longer then i felt justified.

i'm not really sure where i'm going with this. lol. it's late..


Me:38.. H:33.
Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3
M:8.. together for 11.
Bomb dropped:10/17/11
Separated:11/07/11