I'm a little worried about W. She seems like two totally different people. Most of the time, she is the woman I've known for most of my life and then with OM, she seems to turn into someone else. Perhaps it's just the fog of the affair.
I'm still struggling with where we are. I'm trying to get D paperwork done ASAP because we're both all over the place emotionally and I think it'll provide some stability.
I think I've pulled myself out of the weeds tonight. I thought long and hard about exposing her affair as she is telling everyone I'm crazy. But I've got to rise above that and be true to me, regardless of her actions. I want to put my anger away so I can work thru the hurt and really let her go.
