rH, Gal, UW ~ You guys are the best! I love knowing that my posse always has my back
I like what you said rH about imagining things from his POV. Of course, sometimes I feel like his POV changes from minute to minute!
But yes, his life is crumbling apart, much of it self induced. I wonder if he ever thinks, "how do I get myself out of this mess I made?"
Which to be honest, is a very good question!
And Gal, I think being such a mess during the bomb drop that he expects me to still be that version of TVS. But I'm not. He has been so totally self involved that he hasn't really noticed me - but now that he peeked his head out a little, I feel like he is trying to make sense of what he's seeing.
UW, it's like first he rewrites our history to make things convenient for him, then he wrote in his mind this great future he was going to have with his new found love in his life.
Too bad it was all one big FAIL!
On one of your old threads, someone that had posted to you had this quote as part of their signature -
"Never make someone a priority who makes you an option"
Hell. Yeah.
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Yoga was great tonight, am very thankful for that outlet. When I came home, he was taking the boys for a walk around the neighborhood. So I showered and packed lunches, happy to be able to do both in peace and quiet!
H still moody tonight, but not quite as bad. He got a shower, and that seemed to improve his mood.
Another day down in MLC limbo land! Have a great night everyone
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
