sorry to be pushy - i'm so used to walking at nite- all winter that it doesn't sound so awful to me. sometimes it's all that keeps me from blowing up
sorry you're having such a bad time of it> wtf? I thought there was a little spark of hope a few days back- man oh man.
the blame- i guess it's what they do- blame us for every single thing wrong in their universe. what - toe hurts- it's you
idk- it's awful for sure. the birthday- maybe it will be okay with the kids - they love you and it's got to be heart-warming to be the mom they love.
i got nothin tonite. lonesome & blue myself so hardly one to have any opinion worth knowing. as usual- wish i could fix it all- wish we could share a glass of wine - etc.
instead - gonna go get in bed ALONE AS USUAL>
this life sure sux alot- sure wonder how long we can do this- how long we will do this- how long they'll do this (to us) etc.
my h has no interest at all in me or what the heck i'm doing from day to day- it's soooooo insulting to just be ignored- like i really needed more humility - wtf
oh well- i'm going to bed- i wish ya some sleep tonite and hope tomorrow is brighter. your poor ole h is sure a mess - it's hard to believe people actually say stuff like that to each other- that he's takng it out on you.
geeeez - how cna you know it- and even say it and not , wait, i was going to say hate looking at yourself in the mirror but that's the problem isn't it for him- he does hate himself. Oh God - what a mess.
