Im a work in progress Kaffe, all I can do is try for the right reasons. Thanks for your advice and input, I appreciate it.
Lunch was good, nothing spectacular. didnt EXPECT it to be...(ha ha).
Personally, I think that if I keep this up for awhile, she will figure out a way to let me know that she wants to be with me and that we can resume intimacy. At this point, that is pretty much all that is missing. I dont get to sleep with her or show her any affection (on my terms anyway). I will keep the patients going and contuinue to work on that, and I will keep working on doing whats right and not expecting anything in return, but i will engage her more once this issue is over. So that is the only thing that I will revert to that I can think of right now.
I also think that she is using this time to figure things out as well. Not so much if we are going to be together or not.... I think by her actions and most of the things she talks about that is clear. But as you can see in my original post....weve been through alot, we havent made time for us, we have came to a point in our relationship that things HAVE to change. On both sides. I cant and dont want to interfere or influence these decisions for her. So again, I am on her time and hopefully when we come out of this, we will have matured and grown together and enjoy this new path we are on.
