W was here to drop D off for night after daycare. I acted the me way I have been, smiles, how was your day? Etc, no M talk, no begging, pleading, or crying... But boy oh boy is it hard.
How can someone who loved you for so long now act like you're just an acquaintance? Makes it so hard to deal with...
She w talking at a china hutch she wants and she said it wouldn't fit in her new place, but if she eve moved to a different place it might, so she would like it. That killed me inside, so absolute and determined in her actions.
I worry that this is exactly what she wants, for me to no longer pursue and pressure her. Which I guess she does want, and I know I have to do, but, just fear she is so determined she will never reconsider.
