Ok, so I'm in my room, I'm tired, I'm crying...H walks in, says I hope that's not about me, says I'm going to take a nap.
Immediately walks in the living room were I went to sit and says, ''I think I'm giving you the punishment of all the other people, like my mom, Idk!''
What does that mean, advise please, not a great day, I'm really hitting a wall with this loneliness. Sad rainy cold spring day...my birthday is in May, and it's already getting to me that I will be alone. Not only alone but turning 46yrs, and an h'less wife.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
