wanted to send a text, came here instead. Trying to leave him alone. Miss my H- the one who was before all this craziness! So strange how one goes from being lifelong partners to acting like aquaintences. I am doing for me and the kids. Some hrs, I am so strong and ready to move forward others I become overwhelmed with grief. I know its a process. Really he was a good guy, my H. I know the OW is not really the issue. I think I feel sad/mad that she is getting his good qualities...he's funny, sexy, passionate. He doesn't care to be with me anymore. I also am fun, sexy, passionate, but I let life and daily routines get in the way. Its reality. Life is not all fun and games. he doesn't want the responcibility of daily life. He wants to just do his own thing.
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13
