All,

I know the thing is to let go...but, how do you do that when you love someone with every fibre of your being?

I saw her last night dropping off D. We had a pleasant and smile filled on versatile. She seemed to be ome what happy... Hard to take.. I wonder if it's all true or acting as if like me? We talked about our common debt and he made the comment that eventually we'll split it 50-50, once gain cementing the end....

I didn't react, just said sure, whenever you want to talk about things, let me know.

I've never felt lower than this week. He is moving the rest of her stuff on he weekend. I'll be taking D away... I don't know if that will be more pain for me? Or if it will help?

Once again looking for advice and support.



M: 38
W: 43
D: 4
T: 14
M: 7
BD & W left: 03/01/13