I agree with the previous posters, you are doing very well considering the situation you are in. Nothing wrong with taking some time to properly figure out what you want, and the best way to go about getting there, all while keeping your options open. A dumb rock would just roll down the hill, end up in the river and be done with it!
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
