I have those same type of convos with my mom. It's hard & sad at the same time. My parents found out & I wish they hadn't. If I could go back I would've waited until I knew for sure if it was over or not. Then I may have never even told them. My R with my mom has definitely suffered.
I'm glad you are having so much fun with your daughter. Keep it up. Those times help you get to the next day.
Sounds like you are staying strong & that's the hard part.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12