More than likely, his attention is elsewhere right now, i.e., work fun things, and ow, but we can't "assume" anythin w/them. He could very well be sitting in a dark corner sulking, hoping that you'll call and apologize.
Portia, he will contact you again very soon and when he does, he will act as if nothing has happened and the conversation that you had w/him will not be raised again.
Thank you Snodderly. He could very well be trying to "wait me out". But whatever the reason is, the result is the same. I have not heard from him at all. Strangely, I am of two minds right now - wanting to hear from him and not wanting to hear from him. There are times when I would like to lock him up in a cage and poke him with hot irons which would not be the mood I want to convey. IDK, maybe a small part of me fears what he has to say; if he wasn't carrying on with GF, he would not have admitted to even seeing her.
BRNR and MizJ, thank you for stopping by and for your encouraging words. I am as confused as he is right now. Always teetering on the edge of letting go but never quite managing it.
I am actually quite busy and my schedule cannot be any more full right now. Unfortunately, most of it is business and dealing with my parent's estate. However, that is almost finished and when I am through, I am hoping to have that spa day - just for me. I am taking care of myself, moreso every day. I have high hopes that the next couple of months will see life even out for me which may not sound too exciting but is exactly what I need.
In a couple of days, it will be nine months since BD. In some ways it seems like it was yesterday since nothing has changed or aparently resolved, but for the most part, this past nine months has gone incredibly quickly. And while it would be nice to see some progress - even a resumption of the friendship - at this time, I am not ready for more.
