Not confused...trying to move forward...

[BRNR]

AJ & Snodderly - Putting it in my rear view...but I have to say I really backslid. Some of the things I said were not good...not at all.

I told him that he was so selfish, asked him what was more important than his kids that he couldn't take them tomorrow. He kept saying he was not being an a$$hole, and I told him "keep telling yourself that", he called me selfish, and then I went on to defend myself and how I haven't done anything but be there for our kids this whole time, etc there was more...it was not good.

I am so upset with myself. Why did I let him get to me like that?

Dusting myself off, huh, I think I am going to have to take a long shower on this one...i am awfully muddy.