Yes there is always HOPE as long as you keep that within you.
He will try to destroy your HOPE but the best advice I can give you is to take any LOVE you have for him and put it in a strong box and then put the box up on a high shelf in the back of the closet.
Then you will be able to take the box out and dust it off and open it up down the road.
This is a long road and nothing good is going to happen right now.
