We've hashed thru most of the D details at this point. I'm not thrilled with it, but I will stand for this M and what it is supposed to mean (and a 3rd person isn't included!). I suspect we'll close this whole deal out in the next week or two.
I've barely been talking to W since I discovered this stuff, and today, while discussing assets, she says "I just want to be in a place where you aren't angry at me." And I said, "Do you think that's going to happen after we divide assets?!"
I can only shake my head. The awesome woman I married, who I thought had turned back up last year, is still lost. I wished I had really seen it, but she has done a superb job acting as if.
I'm pretty sad...and hurt. I've had a lot of anger the last few days but am focusing on forgiving her and moving forward. She really has been awesome for most of our M...I just didn't see it, and didn't appreciate it. Hopefully someday she'll feel the same of me.
For now, we'll part ways and in the back of my mind, I'll hope that we someday cross paths again.
