I have to say I am very aware thats its almost a year since H sent the I am DONE email. I was pursuing him so much back then.

I have to also say not knowing what H is thinking does make me weary at times. Because he will all of a sudden come up with statements, decisions and BD's. He will be quiet and then bam.

I am at the strongest I have been since this all started. Yet it still brings me anxiety that he can do this. Especially with him so far away and with OW. I know I am at a big disadvantage. However, I will say coach ended the session saying to remember that I always was and always will be the best choice. And thats how I should always approach H. With that confidence. And when H starts to monster again, to just move out of the way, unaffected and unfazed.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home