And right now he wants to continue the charade of marriage, wants me firmly in the housekeeper role. There is no physical affection except if H feels he'd be more comfortable spooning then he does want that.
These guys are something else! I am living this quote verbatim.
One of the hardest things for me is the feeling of loneliness even when they R beside you!
GAL is so important and yes, I too struggle with what exactly does that look like for me. I tend to get stuck on what it LOOKED like, the natural progression of a M as you reach that second phase of life. AKA, the fun time in life!
What if we don't want H to follow...I seem to be stuck w/him more as I display this. It does though seem to follow the stages of his MLC (I see H in the acceptance stage revisiting all stages one more time), so could it be just timing that we question our wants right as they enter their new phase, keeping us on opposite sides of our progress?
That's a good question!!!
<3 dm
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
