AS, sorry to hear that, however I am happy that your in a better place than before. I received the D papers from my wife so... the race is on so to speak. I am wrestling with how to protect me and take care of my kids and not be a jerk. LOL
I purchased a 883 low, went riding last weekend and had a blast.
You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.