Sorry you are having a rough day. I get the quit pretending. I think I have been doing this too honestly, and am making an effort to except it for what it really is.
I was having a rough day yesterday for a moment. Contact with my H daily does not help. Take something away from that if you will. I get drawn back into the drama every time I see him.
AJ had wrote something on my thread that has opened my eyes a little more today. Especially about the pain our MLC'ers cause. Read it, it may help.
Portia, remember that you cannot believe what he is saying until he is out. If he wanted you in his life, he would find a way. I don't think he is ready yet, and more than likely, the time frame doesn't fit in for him to be ready either.
Keep your head up girl, it is okay for us to slip back and forth. I have accepted that I have and probably will continue. Be comfortable with who you are, how you feel, and what you are doing. Take it day by day. What does Portia have on her schedule today?
BombOctober 2012- OW 11/28/12 -H still denies Separated 11/29/12 Own place 12/12/12 Confessed OW/EA/PA 2/2/13 Oct 2013 - I knew I was done Jan 2014 - Anticipating the rest of my life
