Wishy-washy was a poor choice of words on my part. At some point we all need to let our S go and we get there at different times. I know it's certainly taken me a long time, some days I'm there, some days I'm not but it is my goal everyday.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss