It's good to be here

[Mileus]

So, I haven't written anything in a couple weeks and I thought I'd stop back in. I have read a few things, but I haven't had much to say. She has only been home twice in the last 2 weeks. The first time I was there and we talked for a bit. It was nice and I was relaxed. She seems tense, but that might just be me projecting. She did say that it was hard for her to come down and she wanted the kids to visit her. I just left that alone.

The second time, I was on my way out when she showed up with her best friend. We chatted for a minute or two and then I left. I wish she would see the kids more, but I am LRT so I leave it alone.

I am doing well. I'm still losing weight, though it's slowed down, and going out occasionally. She seems lost, no job, doesn't visit much, doesn't talk to the kids much. I feel like I am moving on and she is just gone. It is definitely easier with her not around though it still hits me sometimes.

Monday was, would have been, our 14th anniversary. She texted me in the morning to say she was sorry for the way things worked out and that she was glad we had 14 years. I said I was glad for the time and wished her a good day. We sent a couple how's life texts back and forth and that was it.

Anyway, thanks for all the help and thanks for listening. I hope you are all well.