Hi KG, I dont know how you do it :-) you expressed my feelings for me!

It's the feeling of wanting to share your life with someone you love, of being part of a team and a family, and of having someone you can also lean on...

This ^^^ is such a big part of how I am feeling. Again I also very weary of the daily grind and readjusting to his absence as are the kids. Its harder this time for some reason.

My coach basically encouraged me to continue. We talked about how he sees H showing signs of wanting to be friends. Yet, he is so introverted, and processes internally, so is very slow in his behaviours.

I will post more shortly and respond to GTO as well. Gotta go do some work.

xxx

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home