Thanks rH. I always assume the worst, at least I do now. I was able to let it go while she was here. We had a nice time at supper. Ate, played a word game, and then let the boys crank up the music and danced. Lots of good laughs.

I try to hold on, and have been for over a year now. I'm going to make it. I know with Gods help I will. Reading sitch like yours helps too. Lets me know it can get better. You give a lot of us hope.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later